guys i met this guy.
and i can't get him off my mind
so much that im actually blogging about it....
haha i know it's been a while.
but real talk,
he's amazing.
and a cutie.
and my favorite :)
hehe :)
mmm
as i was creeping about the internet looking at pictures of james dean
i ultimately decided he's the best looking man that ever lived.
and not only was he good looking, he was bad A, girls.
i also figured out why he's sooo dreamy.
he's literally a PERFECT mix of James Franco, and Channing Tatum, with a tiny Ryan Gosling thrown in there.
i ultimately decided he's the best looking man that ever lived.
and not only was he good looking, he was bad A, girls.
i also figured out why he's sooo dreamy.
he's literally a PERFECT mix of James Franco, and Channing Tatum, with a tiny Ryan Gosling thrown in there.
today at lunch i...
charted my love life action plan.
step one: complete
step two: in progress
whoop cami!
step one: complete
step two: in progress
whoop cami!
this only happens in the movies ladies
i saw a man. his perfection in beauty will not soon be forgotten by my heart, nor my mind.
as i describe him, you need to envision this beauty in your mind in the most flawless, perfect way imaginable.
lets begin.
about 6'3, long long torso.
skinny/slender/lean, but with broad shoulders and the most beautiful defined back muscles (again note the long torso).
white fitted cotton t-shirt, with dark wash slim jeans. zippers on the pockets (ya i looked)
oh, and his HAIR
you know that move men do that makes us ladies swoon?
you know, when they run their fingers thru their long wavy hair?
ya, he did that. and you better believe i swooned.
now imagine the most perfect golden blonde, with natural caramel highlights. with an underlying dark tone, and almost even a little greasy looking.
nothing short of perfection. am i right?
then, he turned and looked at me
i lost consciousness.
chiseled roman nose, bright gorgeous green eyes
dark brows
rugged beard.
holy hell.
is anyone else drooling?
here's the kicker tho, as he walked by he obviously saw i was falling in love with him,
and he so kindly shot me one of his sparkly white crooked smiles.
right?
i must see him again.
if any of you see this man
before you pursue,
please keep in mind,
i saw him first.
bless.
cami
as i describe him, you need to envision this beauty in your mind in the most flawless, perfect way imaginable.
lets begin.
about 6'3, long long torso.
skinny/slender/lean, but with broad shoulders and the most beautiful defined back muscles (again note the long torso).
white fitted cotton t-shirt, with dark wash slim jeans. zippers on the pockets (ya i looked)
oh, and his HAIR
you know that move men do that makes us ladies swoon?
you know, when they run their fingers thru their long wavy hair?
ya, he did that. and you better believe i swooned.
now imagine the most perfect golden blonde, with natural caramel highlights. with an underlying dark tone, and almost even a little greasy looking.
nothing short of perfection. am i right?
then, he turned and looked at me
i lost consciousness.
chiseled roman nose, bright gorgeous green eyes
dark brows
rugged beard.
holy hell.
is anyone else drooling?
here's the kicker tho, as he walked by he obviously saw i was falling in love with him,
and he so kindly shot me one of his sparkly white crooked smiles.
right?
i must see him again.
if any of you see this man
before you pursue,
please keep in mind,
i saw him first.
bless.
cami
wishing to find my breaking point.
there are times in your life when you just feel like breaking
you feel like breaking would be the release to all the angst built up in you
like the emotions would somehow just race out of your chest and be gone forever.
usually when you feel like breaking away, you already feel completly broken.
maybe
mostly, yes, I'm mostly broken, but not yet completely.
mostly you start to feel like you're already broken when you've started to mend.
i need to start that mend.
i need to know i've broken all i can and i can finally start to heal
i don't want to sit here, with open wounds, knowing i haven't even had the worst of it
awaiting my nightmare
just crying over the horror i know will come.
but it wont come.
it's not coming!!
why must it be delayed!
i want it to all be over
resolved
sustained
and beautiful, once again.
you feel like breaking would be the release to all the angst built up in you
like the emotions would somehow just race out of your chest and be gone forever.
usually when you feel like breaking away, you already feel completly broken.
maybe
mostly, yes, I'm mostly broken, but not yet completely.
mostly you start to feel like you're already broken when you've started to mend.
i need to start that mend.
i need to know i've broken all i can and i can finally start to heal
i don't want to sit here, with open wounds, knowing i haven't even had the worst of it
awaiting my nightmare
just crying over the horror i know will come.
but it wont come.
it's not coming!!
why must it be delayed!
i want it to all be over
resolved
sustained
and beautiful, once again.
it has come to this.
all i need in life anymore is
1. netflix
2. puzzles
3. a plane ticket outta here
1. netflix
2. puzzles
3. a plane ticket outta here
so there's this guy
and the way he smiles makes me smile.
and the sound of his voice makes my heart skip a beat.
and when i see him i get butterflies.
:)
and the sound of his voice makes my heart skip a beat.
and when i see him i get butterflies.
:)
after all this time?
i still:
-fall every time i see him.
-blush at any mention of him.
-get butterflies thinking of him.
-see there's a meaning to all this.
and i still know i love him.
after love at first sight, and many years of heartbreak, and many years of patience.
he entered my life again, and what began was
wonderful, perfect, unbelievable happiness.
hope, prayers
The Lord is always on our side, and always cheering us along
sometimes we are too angry or ignorant to see it
but He'll always be there and He, and everyone around us, always want us to come back to Him.
and if not for Him, then for the people around us it matters to.
hot cross buns.
i feel light, i feel happy. i feel hopeful.
i feel like my life is finally happening and it's EVERYTHING I've been waiting for.
i feel like there are a million words floating around in my head, but none of them are right.
i feel all the beauty around me getting more vibrant as
every second takes me closer.
i fell like finally it's okay, and it really was all for a reason. i'm grateful.
i'm living now,
and taking life fully by the reins and heading in head first.
there's an interesting spirit about me now, that little girl inside me is growing up and becoming a real woman now. a real woman with a lot of spirit in her. now i'm always smiling at new and beautiful opportunities that become the music around me.
i want to run around and tell the whole world.
i want to kiss him on the mouth and have him be forever mine.
my future with him is finally more bright than my past.
he's so real
and even more wonderfully perfect than i ever thought. he's got this smile that makes me feel innocent and young again. and i blush every time.
he reminds me of better days, of days i forgot i missed.
oh boy...
8 years of wishful thinking, and now it's come to this
WOOOOOT
bless you,
cami :)
i love my chair
i love sitting in my chair with no one around me
i love sitting here and watching the busy students scurry by below me
i love to sit here and wonder what their lives are like
who they are
what they like to do
maybe even wonder if someone that just walked past me is just like me
maybe someone just walked by that will one day be a good friend of mine
right now they are all strangers
right now, sitting in my chair, i just wonder.
i try to look for familiar faces, maybe even someone i know
i want to see if David, that one cute college guy will ever walk by.
i like feeling this feeling of serenity.
everything around me at peace.
i like trying to be silent.
i like to try and make no noise.
even in my salmon pink striped shirt, and high wasted pink floral skirt, i want to try and blend in.
it's funny sitting here,
i'm not even around the books i love, but i'm in my corner doing what i love.
i want to figure people out
i want to know what these people below me are thinking right now
how they grew up
who their best friend is
are they married
are they happy.
i want to know what they are interested in doing.
i could sit here and make judgement about them based on their simple or loud appearance
but right now i'll just sit here and watch them, and feel a part of them.
and love them
i'll feel like they do, just trying to get by simply with what i got.
i'll blend in in that way.
and that's totally cool.
i love sitting in my chair with no one around me
i love sitting here and watching the busy students scurry by below me
i love to sit here and wonder what their lives are like
who they are
what they like to do
maybe even wonder if someone that just walked past me is just like me
maybe someone just walked by that will one day be a good friend of mine
right now they are all strangers
right now, sitting in my chair, i just wonder.
i try to look for familiar faces, maybe even someone i know
i want to see if David, that one cute college guy will ever walk by.
i like feeling this feeling of serenity.
everything around me at peace.
i like trying to be silent.
i like to try and make no noise.
even in my salmon pink striped shirt, and high wasted pink floral skirt, i want to try and blend in.
it's funny sitting here,
i'm not even around the books i love, but i'm in my corner doing what i love.
i want to figure people out
i want to know what these people below me are thinking right now
how they grew up
who their best friend is
are they married
are they happy.
i want to know what they are interested in doing.
i could sit here and make judgement about them based on their simple or loud appearance
but right now i'll just sit here and watch them, and feel a part of them.
and love them
i'll feel like they do, just trying to get by simply with what i got.
i'll blend in in that way.
and that's totally cool.
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