my favorite colors.

Painting my nails. 
(it's an obsession)
i've gone a little out of control lately with painting my nails, 
these are my favorite ones. 
bless.



1.buy me cameo
2. going incognito
3. masquerade belle
4.chocolate cake
5. braziliant
6.carnival
7.catwalk
8. solemate
9.foot loose
10. mint candy apple
11. shifting power
12. plumberry 

motive.


I came to win, 
to fight. 

To conquer, 
to thrive!

something that's been on my mind for a while:

i have serious commitment issues.


THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS:
1. i start to like the boy
2. i start to really like the boy
3. i start to get super FREAKED out by the boy.
4. i move on.

ahhhh,
whatevs.

Let me take you back, back to the 90's, kids.

The 90's are prime, and i intend to bring them back FULL FORCE

remember watching:

-Pinky and the Brain
-Rugrats
-Wishbone
-Power Rangers
-Rocket Power
-Hey Arnold!
-Are you afraid of the Dark?
-All That
-CatDog
-Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
-The Amanda Show
-Home Improvement
-Sabrina the Teenage Witch
-The Addams Family
-Jett Jackson
-Touched by an Angel
-Sherlock Homes in the 22nd Century
-Honey i Shrunk the Kids
-Kenan and Kel!

yeah, 
freaking awesome.

here are some more friendly reminders of the good times:

Boys with beached tipped hair, spiked


Waking up early on Saturday's to watch AWESOME cartoons (now they're all on Boomerang!)


remember reading “Goosebumps”? :)


saying “NOT” after every sentence


When everything was settled by:
1) rock paper scissors or
2) bubble gum bubble gum in a dish or


Kickball everyday at recess


Furby's


Recording your favorite songs on the radio onto a tape (A*teens anyone?)


The Original Game Boy.


You always wanted to send in a video to America’s Funniest Home Videos . . . but never actually could tape anything funny.


Yo-Yos were cool.


Finding Waldo


Eating Warheads and Baby Bottle Pops


every thing was “da BOMB!”


Bowl Cuts :)


boom boxes and Walkman's


Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and predicting your life with them.


. . . . . . .trolls


Windows 95 (hahaha)


Lisa Frank brand notebooks, pencils, everything


Collecting Beanie Babies.


Lambchop’s song NEVER ending.


owning a 50 cent piece was cool!


the Macarena.


“Talk to the hand”


McDonald’s had THE best playplace.


light up sneakers...still cool


gas was $0.95 a gallon.


SLAP BRACELETS AND TATTOO CHOCKER NECKLACES



lets bring them back guys.
for real-sies
long live the 90's!


-bless
cami

subject matter.

QUOTE: "favorite past times: snowboarding, knitting, caring, being there for that one girl."

is he a keeper?


:)



-bless
cami

thought of the day



we think holding on is what makes us strong, but sometimes it's letting go.




bless :)
cami

discovery

i discovered that i had found the best friend i've been searching, and praying for my whole life.
we'll be best friends forever. we promised.

:)

i love my best friend.

please have a lovely day,

-bless-
cami :)

song of my life.




Well how's your view of things today?
Got up young to fade away
The sinners sin but aren't aware
Our fables take us everywhere
I can't keep up with you
I can't keep up

I can't compete with history
We'll film it live but dub our tale
The mystery must stay inside
Look at our homes, look at our lives
In control of the morning
In control of the sea

You are creating all the bubbles at night
I'm chasing round trying to pop them all the time
We don't need to trust a single word they say
You are creating all the bubbles at play

There's a girl, there's a girl, there's a girl, there's a girl
And she's down by the river
In her own creepy world there's a girl, there's a girl
And she's down by the river
It's time to consider
That maybe he's a sinner

She'll wash away your sins (Wash away your sins)
She'll wash away your sins (Wash away your sins)
She'll wash away your sins and go home

I only once upset my kin
Accused him of a moral slip
He came back and claimed the change
I know his life's the same again
I can't ask him again
I should let it go

You are creating all the bubbles at night
I'm chasing round trying to pop them all the time
We don't need to trust a single word they say
You are creating all the bubbles at play

There's a girl, there's a girl, there's a girl, there's a girl
And she's down by the river
In her own creepy world there's a girl, there's a girl
And she's down by the river
It's time to consider
That maybe he's a sinner

There's a girl, there's a girl, there's a girl, there's a girl
(Wash away your sins, wash away your sins)
She's face down in the river

My events at work

to set the stage for you:
TIM: my boss (he's very into himself, models, about 46ish?)
BRENT: fellow employee (single, into video games and comic books, about 42ish?)
GAVIN: the new guy

tim: "I NEED MORE ATTENTION!"
brent: "hello tim"
tim: who's the most attractive?
brent: tim is so beautiful!

(gavin walks up to me)
gavin: what is going on? are they gay?
me: no, you'll get used to it.



haha
just thought i'd share this funny moment.
i love my job :)

bless-cami

my heart, swollen with deeply hidden emotion.


okay guys, here's the deal.
i'm freaking out inside.
subject 2 just got back from his mission
(more handsome and charming than ever.)
of course.

an update on subject 3,
(since you're all probably wondering)
he's long gone. sadly.
it was a really good ending tho.
i feel bad things needed to end,
but he has more important things in his life
and right now i shouldn't be what he's focusing on.
yet, we've decided to remain close friends :)
i'm proud of our decision.

now back to subject 2.
when he got back i thought
"NBD"
no,
this is a big deal.

guys, he's super super way good looking.
-he's, my down fall in life.
at one point in my life i'd love it if he just
DISAPPEARED.
yet the other side of me says
"but what if...?"

a certain friend and her fiance
aren't helping.
they're encouraging, while everyone discourages me.
it's leaving me rather confused.

also, i hung out with a certain friend, fiance, and subject 2,
THIS WEEKEND
it was a time of 93,872 thoughts running
wildly though my head.
the most prominent one being
("YES!")

guys, i need to get this stupid boy issue
worked out once and for all.
well, wish me luck on figuring out this messy situation.
love you so much.
(bless)-cami
guys,
5 days til gradutation.
i'm freaking, freaking out.
where did the last 3 years of my life go?
i'd like to know.
well: LIFE STARTS NOW
woo so excited for college :)

bless,
cami :)