i really hate that about myself.
i did that with this friend.
he's a true gem.
a nice kid.
a great friend.
he did a lot for me and i wish i would've done more for him.
i guess we all have those kind of regrets in life, you know?
anyway, i'm deciding to change.
now when i open up, i'll stay close.
i don't want another person thinking i hate them.
love and blessings,