i'll miss him too.

when i open myself up to people, the next thing i do is cut them off.

i really hate that about myself.

i did that with this friend.

he's a true gem.

a nice kid.

a great friend.

he did a lot for me and i wish i would've done more for him.

i guess we all have those kind of regrets in life, you know?

anyway, i'm deciding to change. 

now when i open up, i'll stay close.

really close.

i don't want another person thinking i hate them.

sorry red.

love and blessings,

cami.